Sunday, October 26, 2008

Plans, plans, plans....

So it's a month away from Thanksgiving break, and there's a mess of thoughts going through my head. Ignoring the tests, essays, and other class-related shit, I'll get down to what's really important with me recently.

1. Music. I can't stand not being involved with my music. Not being able to make it, feeling like I'm slipping each moment I'm not able to devote to it. Which is why I'm going to try transferring over to NC State next year, back to the 919. I have a strange feeling that if I go back to where I began, I'll finally make something of myself. Knowing what I know now, I'm ready to move up. I WILL move up.

2. Radio. I've recently been doing some work 'n observing around the local college radio, and I realized that I am truly happy with my Communications major. I love being on the radio, it's something that I can see myself pursuing as a career. I want to put music out there that isn't designated by Clear Channel, or the industrial powers that be. I think I've found my calling.

3. Promise. A lot of people say "(insert year) is my time." Empty declarations. I'm not going to make promises. I'm going to swear over this shit. 2009, I'm finally going to reach out and grab what's rightfully mine. By the end of 2010, I will be where I want to be. There's no point in wasting time. I've fucked around for the past year, with nothing gained, and much time lost. So I swear right now, there will be a change. And I will come out on top.

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